There Are Days by Larry Estep There are days when I wish I'd not met you. There are days when I wish I'd not known. There are days when I wish I'd drove on. There are days when I wish I'd been left alone. How can you look back at me? How can you live each day? How can you have no cares? There are days when I'm glad I met you. There are days when I wish I had known. There are days when I'm glad I drove there. There days when I wish I'd been left alone. How can you sit there staring? How can you live without it? How can you have no fears? There are days when I wish you were a memory. There are days when I wish I was too. In your heart... In your mind... In your thoughts... There are days I would never forget. There are days I could never forget. In my heart... In my mind... In my thoughts... There are days when I dream it all was behind me. There are days when I know that's not true. There are days when I wish I could forget you. There are days when I'm certain you do. There are days when I ask for forgiveness. There are days when I look for it too. There are days when the sky grows darkly. There are days when the sun shines anew. In my thoughts... In my mind... In my prayers... I keep watching your piercing stare. Feeling the air around me. Wishing I did not care. Fear is one that divides me. Anger and regret does too. Faith is one that defines me. Friendship and love does too. There are days when I don't know the difference. Wondering what really is true.