There Are Days by Larry Estep

There are days when I wish I'd not met you.
There are days when I wish I'd not known.
There are days when I wish I'd drove on.
There are days when I wish I'd been left alone.

How can you look back at me?
How can you live each day?
How can you have no cares?

There are days when I'm glad I met you.
There are days when I wish I had known.
There are days when I'm glad I drove there.
There days when I wish I'd been left alone.

How can you sit there staring?
How can you live without it?
How can you have no fears?

There are days when I wish you were a memory.
There are days when I wish I was too.

In your heart...
In your mind...
In your thoughts...

There are days I would never forget.
There are days I could never forget.

In my heart...
In my mind...
In my thoughts...

There are days when I dream it all was behind me.
There are days when I know that's not true.
There are days when I wish I could forget you.
There are days when I'm certain you do.

There are days when I ask for forgiveness.
There are days when I look for it too.
There are days when the sky grows darkly.
There are days when the sun shines anew.

In my thoughts...
In my mind...
In my prayers...

I keep watching your piercing stare.
Feeling the air around me.
Wishing I did not care.

Fear is one that divides me.
Anger and regret does too.

Faith is one that defines me.
Friendship and love does too.

There are days when I don't know the difference.
Wondering what really is true.